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My postings have been very thin on the ground these past few months, my loves, I know. I've had a difficult sort of time; my get-up-and-go seemed to have got-up-and-gone, and I've been decidedly lacking in enthusiasm for doing much of anything really if I am honest. I've been in a rut with nothing, it seems, to tell you of interest ~ lord knows, I've been boring myself, let alone all of you sweetie~pies! ~ and all-in-all I've been feeling pretty fed up and sorry for myself!
Before things got even worse (I could feel the approach of a "low" period), I made the decision to give myself a good talking to. It's not always that easy though, is it, to give oneself advice and good counsel *sigh* But since I don't want to find myself sinking into a period of depression, I really do have to start making an effort with myself and my life.
The trouble is that I feel like I have lost any ability I might have had to write a single word about anything of interest ~ mind you, my loves, I guess that's because I haven't actually been doing anything even remotely interesting! I really have no excuse not to be doing anything, though, as there are heaps of things that I could be getting on with here. Perhaps I am just a teensy wee bit worried that I will bore you all rigid with my ramblings about my ordinary little life?? Other folk out there in the blogland seem to do such interesting and creative things; their lives appear so full. I, on the other hand, am simply a middle-aged woman who most of the time doesn't feel that she has a creative bone in her body or interesting thought in her head!
Still, I can't just sit here in this rut for the rest of my life, can I sweetie~pies? No, I shall just have to get on with all the "boring" stuff, thinking and talking about my ordinary life. Of course, I really do hope that I shan't bore you all too much my loves with my future posts ~ but please bear with me as I'm afraid that I really do rather need the practice ;-)